Ban Tacs for work.

Jessica in outright good mood, spent the evening visiting a friend and getting extremely clucky. To the point that she almost got pregnant from direct baby contact. Great to see her spirits high. Told me she wanted to have kids with me. I knew she wanted kids someday, she’s quite definite about that. This was first time she explicitely said she wanted to have kids with me. Doesn’t mean immediately, but she does kind of wants to know soon, because she’s getting older and doesn’t have time for too many more relationships to find someone. They do take at least 6 months each, plus finding someone, so you can’t do 4 more of those without 2-3 years going by. I get it.

Still she got quite sad when I described my uncertainty about kids. Don’t know what to do…

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Later, she stepped down from leaving me immediately if I was unsure. She’d read some online advise to that affect that didn’t help. I’m warming to the idea quite a bit. I can think on it a bit more, but don’t waste her time.