Fuck. She got push back from a shitty co-worker who was gruff and overly demanding and she quit. Walked out on the shift, so not even sure if she’ll get paid for the 3 shifts she did do.
Not good, it’s spiralled her into some despair. No money for debt, car, health insurance. Plus ED issues, she really wants to get into a recovery program, but can’t because of cost, and can’t make money because of ED. Trapped. Fuck. Maybe I need to get paid and help her out of it.
A bit later: SPER called, it’s all going wrong and it’s dragging on me too. I’m not in a position to help & now she’s annoyed I’m just ‘saying stuff that doesn’t change anything’. That’s code for give/lend me money to actually fix it. But I cannot. And we get the spiral because I need to work, but she’s freaking out at me distracting me, making me less productive and poorer.